sighs! life just simply sucks man! not gonna study anymore! the more i study the more sian i get. sighs! maybe i going to work to earn amount of money first. thou i'm at lan shop now, but no one loves me, no one cares bout me! sighs! feel like crying. sighs, people always change. just as my boyfriend changes. not gonna quarrel anymore as long he is happy can liaos. don't wanna care bout him anymore. sighs! life so sucks to me. need to work again. i quitted my school liaos. sian of school. am i arrogant? always who doesn't listen to boyfriend's advice? sighs! i'm collapsing. not gonna stand up again. no confidence in myself. no more! i need someone who can let me stand up again. not collapse. sighs! even all my friends leave me. no more contact. it seems like i go oversea will be better. =) going to malaysia soon. going to stay there for a few months. i just wanna MIA from this singapore. not gonna care bout anyone anymore. for what? the more i care the more i gain nothing. sighs! life just simply sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH! >:-<